Pass the Time: Phtography, Scrapbooking, shopping, cleaning, updating my website

Read: Mostly parenting books and magazines, but I also like thrillers and new agey-crap. My bible is TCOYF.

Eat: Healthy, if you can believe that. I love fruit and frozen vegies and pizza and pasta.

Love: A little too much

Fear: Cancer, Suffocation, Fire, Losing someone I love

Miss: School, Simplicity, my family, Gena

The Recent Story:

Two years ago I was diagnosed as having endometriosis. It was more a drama back then than is has been for me lately, but in the past couple of years I've been through a lot of pain. The only form of treatment I used was the Pill. My doctor advesed me to "get on it" if I wanted to have children.

Four months after I stopped taking the pill, I got pregnant. It was a huge sign of relief for me. Though I complained a lot and even called the poor thing a parasite, I was the happiest I have ever been for the 3 months I was pregnant. I enjoyed preparing for mommy-hood and it had been something I dreamt about for many years.

It seemed like everything was going fine for the first 6-7 weeks. Then I started having cramps. Really bad ones. I finally miscarried at 10 weeks.

Now I am on the road to recovery and I am hoping to get pregnant by January 2003.

Wish me luck, I am going to need it this time around.